This Year's Love.

1. Crying at work is an incredibly overrated activity and burns no calories. I'm positive of this. And yet I kind of keep doing it.

2. When I am feeling oversensitive, as per the previous entry, it is a very bad idea (in fact, an inexpressibly bad idea) to read over old e-mails from Jory and Kyle. Of Jory and I fighting, all of it documented-- bam-- right there in the words, and how things just never seemed the same after we fought like that and how much I just wish I felt like I'd earned some kind of forgiveness. Of Kyle saying that I'm amazing and valuable, and how afraid he was to be my friend because he didn't want to break me. And how I miss them. I miss them so much that it hurts to breathe.

3. I'm a freak, seriously. Stay away from me.

4. This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on
Turning circles and time again
It cut like a knife
If you love me got to know for sure
'Cause it takes something more this time